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Friday, 9 July 2010 @ 13:21

PBL was good, but it could've been better.

I've changed so much, Idek who I am anymore. Yes, I know how cliched that sounds, but it's the truth. Last year I put my all into any project work, and even if I had to rush through it I made sure that it was at least presentable. I feel like such a failure; Loosin did the script, Jamie did the slides, Zhang Yan did the Awareness Activity proposal and Wang Yi did the CIP proposal. And what did I do? Nothing. *bangs head on wall*

I feel so disappointed in myself, but I can't help but feel so...unmotivated. Streaming is going to happen in less than 5 months' time and I don't ~~need~~ want this to happen to me right now. I feel so...distant from everyone else all of a sudden, and I don't want this emotional...thing to affect the other people around me lskaghjalg;dag.

I think I need to sleep.

And then there’s that girl; the one that’s always confused, the one that’s never good enough, the one who’s been through so much, but she’s still trying her hardest to be happy.

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HELLO PEOPLE! Rachel is me. I'm emotionally awkward, might have OCPD, and most people cannot comprehend my logic and way of thinking ~~which is full of awesomeness and win~~. A true-blue ELF, and a Triple S.

Wishlist
- A pet goldfish (which I will name Ember 8D)
- To spray whipped cream into my mouth
- ~~To go to a fish spa~~
- To become roomies with Magenta and Cassandra
- ~~Sony Ericsson W705e~~
- Canon E19 Cotton Candy Pink digital camera
- ~~「爱的3温暖」S.H.E book~~
- “Rumour Has It” by Jill Mansell
- “The Resistance” by Gemma Malley
- “The Feminine Mystique” by Betty Friedan
- “It Must Be Love” by Rachel Gibson
- ~~“You Kill Me” by Alison Gaylin~~
- ~~"Heartless" by Alison Gaylin~~
- "Thirteen Reasons Why" by Jay Asher
- 《Breakthrough》Colbie Caillat CD
- ~~《爱，一直存在》梁文音 CD~~
- 《Super Junior 05》Super Junior CD
- 《U》Super Junior CD
- 《Don't Don》Super Junior CD
- 《Sorry Sorry》Super Junior CD
- ~~《Super Girl》Super Junior M Mini-Album~~
- 《Super Show II》DVD

- Super Show 3 in Singapore (8DD)