I hate how nobody gives a damn when I put in my best efforts to do something, but once I slip up everyone starts tackling me and tries to pull me down.

Sometimes, I can't help but wonder if anyone would care if I died. Would anyone miss me? Miss the way I randomly break into song, miss the way how I purposely sing off-tune to annoy them? Would anyone miss Rachel Yeak?

Would anyone cry if they saw that empty seat the next day? I know people would turn up for my funeral, but would anyone genuinely cry for me? Will there be anyone who will regret being mean to me, not telling me how they feel about me? Regret how they took me for granted while I was alive?

Meh. I think I'm too emo today. It isn't exactly my best day this week.

On the other hand, Li Yun (Guide senior) lent me her copy of Th1rteen R3asons Why. It's such an awesome book. But I guess it's affecting the way I'm thinking, since it's also about suicide u_u

Being emo!Rachel is nice once in awhile.

我但愿有一个人 在等我
在属于我的612星球
好让我 忍着痛 也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦

一定会有一个人 在等我
无条件拥抱着我的所有
相遇前 我还要 翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快 请你等等我

"So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit; it's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit."

HELLO PEOPLE! Rachel is me. I'm emotionally awkward, might have OCPD, and most people cannot comprehend my logic and way of thinking which is full of awesomeness and win. A true-blue ELF, and a Triple S.

Wishlist
- A pet goldfish (which I will name Ember 8D)
- To spray whipped cream into my mouth
- To go to a fish spa
- To become roomies with Magenta and Cassandra
- Sony Ericsson W705e
- Canon E19 Cotton Candy Pink digital camera
- 「爱的3温暖」S.H.E book
- “Rumour Has It” by Jill Mansell
- “The Resistance” by Gemma Malley
- “The Feminine Mystique” by Betty Friedan
- “It Must Be Love” by Rachel Gibson
- “You Kill Me” by Alison Gaylin
- "Heartless" by Alison Gaylin
- "Thirteen Reasons Why" by Jay Asher
- 《Breakthrough》Colbie Caillat CD
- 《爱，一直存在》梁文音 CD
- 《Super Junior 05》Super Junior CD
- 《U》Super Junior CD
- 《Don't Don》Super Junior CD
- 《Sorry Sorry》Super Junior CD
- 《Super Girl》Super Junior M Mini-Album
- 《Super Show II》DVD

- Super Show 3 in Singapore (8DD)

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Vanessa
Zi Yun

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Claire
Coleen
Eun Hae
Fyn
Jae
Jaslin
Loo Sin
Patricia
Ping Xin
Sachpreet
Shalynn
Stephanie
Yixian
Zhang Yan

Girl Guides
Adeline
Hannah
Joyce
Kellie
Li Yun
Mao Ning

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Deborah T.
Paula W.
Sabrina
Szeling

Queenstowners
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Cassandra
Deanna
Evvie

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» boys in the city 3.
» my heart still can't seem to let you go.
» raindrops are falling on my head.
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» 到了明天　你就离开我身边。
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» mazick mazick,
» stars, stars, stars, stars, talk to me.
» i don't need you to say you love me.