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fizzling out.

Sunday 31 January 2010 @ 16:49

I am burnt out.

For the past 48 hours, I have been worrying about 2S1'10, our class tee, Guides, Council, INCrowd and basically how I'm going to even survive till my BIRTHDAY, much less till the end of 2010.

Yesterday after tuition I came home and then left for Queensway in an hour. Came back at around 9 then tried to work on Lit (of which I only managed to do RESEARCH and no actual typing). Today, I woke up at 10AM, researched on Home Economics + Lit, went out at 12PM+ to check on T-shirt vendors again, came back at around 4PM.

I still have not:

1. Studied for Guides test (which is tomorrow, yayz.)
2. Finished my Math homework (which is thankfully due on Thursday)
3. STARTED on Art (also due on Thursday)
4. Editted Lit webpage
5. Gotten ready for Full Guide U tomorrow

It's only the end of January and I've had about...12 panic attacks already -.- Yes, that was a random number BUT DO I LOOK LIKE I AM SOMEONE WHO ACTUALLY COUNTS THE MOMENTS WHEN I START HYPERVENTILATING AND IMAGINING THE WORST THAT COULD HAPPEN?!

...Actually, yes. Yes I am. Beause I am an anal-retentive perfectionist who might have OCPD.

I guess I should be grateful that:

1. I have fingers to type this.
2. I have a laptop to type this on.
3. I have a roof over my head.
4. Both my parents and brother are alive.
5. I am healthy.
6. I can go to school.
7. I have awesome friends.
8. I am loved.
9. I know that I am loved.
10. Blah, can't think of anything else.

OK, EMO TIME OVER~ Time to get started on Lit nao >D

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HELLO PEOPLE! Rachel is me. I'm emotionally awkward, might have OCPD, and most people cannot comprehend my logic and way of thinking ~~which is full of awesomeness and win~~. A true-blue ELF, and a Triple S.

Wishlist
- A pet goldfish (which I will name Ember 8D)
- To spray whipped cream into my mouth
- ~~To go to a fish spa~~
- To become roomies with Magenta and Cassandra
- ~~Sony Ericsson W705e~~
- Canon E19 Cotton Candy Pink digital camera
- ~~「爱的3温暖」S.H.E book~~
- “Rumour Has It” by Jill Mansell
- “The Resistance” by Gemma Malley
- “The Feminine Mystique” by Betty Friedan
- “It Must Be Love” by Rachel Gibson
- ~~“You Kill Me” by Alison Gaylin~~
- ~~"Heartless" by Alison Gaylin~~
- "Thirteen Reasons Why" by Jay Asher
- 《Breakthrough》Colbie Caillat CD
- ~~《爱，一直存在》梁文音 CD~~
- 《Super Junior 05》Super Junior CD
- 《U》Super Junior CD
- 《Don't Don》Super Junior CD
- 《Sorry Sorry》Super Junior CD
- ~~《Super Girl》Super Junior M Mini-Album~~
- 《Super Show II》DVD

- Super Show 3 in Singapore (8DD)