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*panic attack*

Friday 30 October 2009 @ 13:48

Omg, I am experiencing this weird feeling now, which cannot be described in words >.<

After Szeling told me about the holiday homework being sent to us on CrezMail I went to check and...I just spent 1 minute staring at the screen.

Then I decided that I would start being hardworking so that I won't get crappy results next year, so after downloading all the documents I planned out what needed to be done, as well as a To-Do list (just like what I did during the June holidays), in a bid to be clear as to what I needed to do/calm myself down.

AND IT HAD A REVERSE EFFECT.

Now I'm feeling so panicky because I'm worried that I won't be able to finish all of it. It's just too...overwhelming. Yes, that's the word, overwhelming. I feel overwhelmed. And I know I'm kind of going crazy right now because I'm repeating/babbling on and on to myself.

And then today is (sort of) the first day of the holidays yet as I roam on YouTube/MLIA/SJ-World/Facebook/etc. there's this really annoying voice in my head that keeps on screaming at me to start doing my homework because it just knows that my bad habit of procrastination is going to bring me down sooner or later.

I think I shall name it the Voice of Reason.

Ok, shall try to find something to calm myself down now, I am obviously going to end up running naked down my street screaming random words if I continue like this.

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HELLO PEOPLE! Rachel is me. I'm emotionally awkward, might have OCPD, and most people cannot comprehend my logic and way of thinking ~~which is full of awesomeness and win~~. A true-blue ELF, and a Triple S.

Wishlist
- A pet goldfish (which I will name Ember 8D)
- To spray whipped cream into my mouth
- ~~To go to a fish spa~~
- To become roomies with Magenta and Cassandra
- ~~Sony Ericsson W705e~~
- Canon E19 Cotton Candy Pink digital camera
- ~~「爱的3温暖」S.H.E book~~
- “Rumour Has It” by Jill Mansell
- “The Resistance” by Gemma Malley
- “The Feminine Mystique” by Betty Friedan
- “It Must Be Love” by Rachel Gibson
- ~~“You Kill Me” by Alison Gaylin~~
- ~~"Heartless" by Alison Gaylin~~
- "Thirteen Reasons Why" by Jay Asher
- 《Breakthrough》Colbie Caillat CD
- ~~《爱，一直存在》梁文音 CD~~
- 《Super Junior 05》Super Junior CD
- 《U》Super Junior CD
- 《Don't Don》Super Junior CD
- 《Sorry Sorry》Super Junior CD
- ~~《Super Girl》Super Junior M Mini-Album~~
- 《Super Show II》DVD

- Super Show 3 in Singapore (8DD)