Yeah, Idk what's with my title, I'm a bit...brain-dead now.

After successfully managing to calm down from the previous panic attack, now I'm worrying about something else. *thinks too much*

Almost 10 months have passed since I first got into Crescent. LIKE ZOMG, I CAN STILL REMEMBER THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL WHEN I WAS LATE, but anyways. In just a few more months we'll be seniors and we'll have juniors and then soon we'll be having exams again and streaming and then we'll have OBS and exams and then we'll be Sec 4 and then O LEVELS and then we'll graduate into JCs (hopefully).

Oh dear god.

Then as I'm roaming on Facebook I see all the photo albums by my Sec 2 seniors with titles like: "Last Day of 2__" D:

Time is moving too fast and I can't catch up.
Omg, I am experiencing this weird feeling now, which cannot be described in words >.<

After Szeling told me about the holiday homework being sent to us on CrezMail I went to check and...I just spent 1 minute staring at the screen.

Then I decided that I would start being hardworking so that I won't get crappy results next year, so after downloading all the documents I planned out what needed to be done, as well as a To-Do list (just like what I did during the June holidays), in a bid to be clear as to what I needed to do/calm myself down.

AND IT HAD A REVERSE EFFECT.

Now I'm feeling so panicky because I'm worried that I won't be able to finish all of it. It's just too...overwhelming. Yes, that's the word, overwhelming. I feel overwhelmed. And I know I'm kind of going crazy right now because I'm repeating/babbling on and on to myself.

And then today is (sort of) the first day of the holidays yet as I roam on YouTube/MLIA/SJ-World/Facebook/etc. there's this really annoying voice in my head that keeps on screaming at me to start doing my homework because it just knows that my bad habit of procrastination is going to bring me down sooner or later.

I think I shall name it the Voice of Reason.

Ok, shall try to find something to calm myself down now, I am obviously going to end up running naked down my street screaming random words if I continue like this.

A stupid mistake in life is thinking the one who hurt you the most, won’t hurt you again. — Unknown

This is going to be a long post :) Pictures are on Facebook.

Today was quite awesome (except for the curriculum part D:). After school ended we all put our bags in the Art Room and took the bus to East Coast Park~ Since the bus had come at 1.45pm and our last lesson ended at 2pm, we had to immediately board the bus, thus we didn't have lunch D:

ALAS, Mr Y. brought us to McDonalds~ 8DDD And um, we sort of flooded McDonalds XDD I was one of the kiasu first people who bought their meals. I really don't see the point of the Monopoly McDonald games, so I gave mine to Sachpreet, who proceeded to say: "OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH, DARLING."

o.O

Right. Anyways. After (sort of) finishing my meal, I started to take pics for the EOY video (which I am cheonging now. XD) and um, ya, we left McDonalds at around 3.15pm? Mr Y. handed out the plastic bags and we started to pick litter in our PBL groups~

Omg, my group members are so awesome. XD Jaslin was constantly saying that she wanted to go to the shore and would stare longingly at the sea, while Amy and Melanie talked about...stuff. XD And then Melanie suddenly bent down to pick up a cigarette, and I said: "Omg no, don't pick that up, THE SMOKER MIGHT'VE HAD AIDS/HIV."

But it was too late T^T

Then Melanie started talking about how she would "never recover from this" and yes, to a passer-by we would've seemed like we were on crack. XD OH, and we saw this awesome tree which was totally climb-able, and after I said that Melanie immediately said: "Ooh, I want to go climb it!" Thank god she didn't. XDD

After walking/talking/picking up trash for around 10 minutes (?) we gathered back, took group pics, and boarded the bus.

OMG, THE WAY BACK TO SCHOOL WAS SO AWESOME *spazz*

Coleen was high and couldn't stop laughing, and we were in a sing-song mood, so we started singing nursery rhymes! :D I think we sang:

• Twinkle Twinkle Little Star
• The Alphabet Song
• Baah Baah Black Sheep
• Mary Had A Little Lamb

And many others, but I forgot what DX

After that we were still high so we started to do CHEERS. :DDD

• House cheers
• Class cheers

It was so awesome, totally bonding moment pl0x. TAKE THAT FOR BEING CLIQUE-ISH AND UNBONDED. XDD

All in all, it was an awesome CIP, probably the most awesome one this year, and now I'm feeling so much lurve for 1S1'09.

I LOVE YOU GUYS!! EVEN MORE THAN SUPER JUNIOR (and that's saying alot. XD)!!!

Omg, nowadays my meals contain of 2 red bean breads + 1 eggtart, all of which totalling into $1.60. 我是省钱王~

ROFL Idk where that came from. XDD School was ok today, had Sex Ed for the whole day. Oh, and I just wanted to say...

Hello peeps. Just dropped by to assure you all that I am still alive and well. *waves*

Kind of sad, because I just found out that Coleen and Eun Hae are going to China instead of Thailand T^T So that only leaves Jae, Steph, Loo Sin and I, I think. :(

And omg, they blocked Neopets in Crescent T^T WHY?! Now 151086 will starve to death! D:

151086 is the name of my Kacheek, btw. She is yellow and she is named 151086 because:

1. I wanted a kewl code number for my Neopet, instead of "Ice_Princesszxcxy" or "mr.doodle-cakes".
2. 151086 is Donghae's birthdate, if you haven't noticed. I actually wanted to name my Neopet after my birthdate but someone had already registered the number D:< So I chose another set of birthdates that I could remember easily :D

So add me if you play Neopets too (my username: Lolarious_Brilliance). IT IS AWESOME. >:D

When life gets you down, there's nothing left to do but to smile. Laugh like you've never laughed before and pretend that nothing's holding you down. But what if you're so low that every smile you put on turns to a frown, and every laugh you laugh turns into tears. When life gets me down, I have no idea what to do, what to think, where to go, or when I'll ever be happy again. I wish for him, but he's never there. I miss those times when the only thing that could hurt you most was a bruise, or when you would cry just because you dropped your ice cream, when the only man you loved in your world was your father, and when the hottest guy you've ever seen was the guy in a movie. I miss the times when life was so simple. - Unknown

Yep.
Well, today was. Not fun.

Had the fruit eating thing, and my apples were sandy. *hisses* And I was telling Coleen how my apples looked so red and crunchy. And they turned out sandy.

I hate sandy apples.

After that had CPR training. Suffice it to say that if someone collapsed in front of me I'd probably break a few of their ribs and end up killing them instead. On the other end, I have a new inflatable buddy nao! I shall name her...Susie! :D

After CPR was...Maths remedial, omg. That was a complete waste of my money because I really had no idea what the teacher was talking and the whole environment + the mornings activity = SleepyRachel. But I guess it did help, because I finally learnt how to do some questions. And stuff. XD

And because of that Maths thing I missed the wayang perfomance, DeepaRaya concert and Special Week 2010 briefing DDD:

CAN SOMEONE TELL ME EVERYTHING THAT WAS SAID FOR THE SPECIAL WEEK?!

And Idk which country I'm going, all of them has their pros and cons. I'm stuck between Thailand and India. Oh, and the fact that I have not told Mummy about it yet. XD

So um, I guess I shall continue bugging people to tell me about Special Week. Bye. :)

SHUN SANDY APPLES!
So, last night Mummy brought everyone to watch Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs.

It was awesome.

You know usually cartoon movies are all about "being yourself" and all that other self-esteem stuff? CWACOM (I shall use these acronyms for the movie title for I am a lazy person) focuses more on...food, I guess. XD The only parts where I could see the "moral(s) of the story" being said was when Flint was being all depressed and his father gave him some wise words etc., and that scene only lasted a few minutes. XD

I liked how Columbia Pictures made Flint Lockwood so...unique XD Flint reminds me of...me, actually, like how he tends to talk to himself and hum his own theme song when on a "dangerous mission". So he's definitely a one-of-a-kind character.

Also, since this is the "first animated film to be made using Sony's animation rendering software", as stated by IMDb, I think Sony can consider make more cartoon movies, as the animations are very colourful and all that other stuff :D

So...yeah, I think this will be my favourite movie of the year. XD I'll give it a...9/10? Because "there's always room for improvement" etc. XD
记忆是为了回忆而存，
回忆是为了忘记而存，
忘记是为了快乐而存，
快乐是为了幸福而存，

时光的流失，
都会让人想起悲伤，
为美好的流失而悲伤，
为过去的伤而难过，

但是，
请把这些都留在回忆里。
回忆的最终目的是 为了 幸福。
所以，没有人有理由说自己
不幸福。



(Credit: Baidu)

Credit: niewinnish

Wow. I am...disappointed.

Seriously, can SM Entertainment give ZLY the attention she deserves for once?! What kind of MV is this?! It's just like, a procession of photos plus ZLY singing. Hello, I was expecting, oh I don't know, INTERACTION?! ZLY has the talent and yet SM Entertainment just puts her in China to rot. So, what, SM Entertainment can afford to make MVs of SNSD dancing in shorts while they can't even bother to film a proper MV for ZLY?!

I seriously hope this is not the official MV, since it's not launced from the SM Entertainment's YouTube channel. XD

*enraged*

Still. Donghae looks hot in this. Like really hot. XDDD And as jealous as I am, the song's lyrics are pretty good (though I still can't get used to ZLY's voice XD). The ending's a little ambiguous, but overall, it's a good song. :)

Credit: CodeMonmonSeason4
Well this kind of sucks. I really feel like ranting to someone but then there's nobody suitable who will understand my views :/ Except me, of course. But then again, the person who I thought would understand me isn't having the same point of view and me, so... *continues rambling to myself*

Anyways, shall talk about yesterday. Went to Jurong Point to meet up with Natacia and the others. At first I thought we were going to watch (500) Days of Summer but then we just ended up window-shopping, which was ok too, because we went to Stationery Island (which is basically a shop selling Korean stationery) and they played "It's You" and "Sorry Sorry" 8D I actually wanted to stay around to see if they were playing the 'Sorry Sorry' album on Shuffle, but then we had to leave right as "Sorry Sorry" was ending :(

Oh, and Mummy bought me a pair of New Future jeans and a new Little Black Dress book, woohoo <3

Went to Natacia's house after that, and I made some progress in Sharp North (book I'm reading about now. It's about global warming and cloning and made up of cheemness I have difficulty understanding and have to spend a few minutes thinking about before continuing reading XD) :D

Omg yay, tomorrow is the day ZLY's official 《晴天雨天》 MV comes out :DDD

Credit: sment

OMGOMGOMGOMG. *spazz* Actually I saw this piece of news hours ago but I only remembered to post this now. XDD

This was probably filmed a few months ago, considering Donghae's hair in it is awesome and not longish and...disturbing like now. XD And then of course I feel this tint of jealousy but ZLY is ok. Just that she looks a little bit older than Donghae, even though they're about the same age. o.o And her voice is a bit too high-pitched for my liking ._.

But still. CAN'T WAIT FOR THE MV OMG. XD I think it'll be better than the "Fireflies" MV because, um. Idk, Donghae was just weird in it. XD ESPECIALLY WHEN HE SPOKE CHINESE, OMG. XD

Credit: fxsubs

Omg, so full of awesomeness and whatnot. XD Luna got the least screentime though. :(

Hello people~ Since now I have all the time in the world to do random stuff, I shall blog about yesterday. :D

7.00 AM
My alarm rang and then when I woke up I couldn't help but feel so happy in my bed. XD Like, it was so comfortable and soft and I really didn't want to get out, and for a split second there I was considering not going for the outing. XD But then, exactly 10 minutes later, I dragged myself out of bed because I really needed to use the toilet. XD

9.00 AM
Went onto the Internet for about an hour before leaving the house at 9am, and reached Redhill at around 9.15am? Then Zhang Yan called me and told me she was leaving the school so I had to wait for about 20 minutes while she changed in the Redhill MRT toilet. XD

9.20 AM
So then we met up and started talking about stuff we usually talk about while waiting for the train, and somehow the topic diverted to becoming how insects attacked us in various moments XD. Oh, and Zhang Yan's bag got caught in the MRT doors, but I don't think anybody noticed except us. XD

And even though Loo Sin + Jae + Eun Hae had left for Somerset via the Red Line earlier than us, we still reached there first >:D

10.35 AM
So we headed for Cineleisure while blabbering nonsense and I bought a bottle of milk~ See, I am being mature and leading a healthy life! :D And while I was peeling off the foil cover I accidentally spilled some milk on Coleen D: SORRY :(

10.40 AM
Long John Silver's for breakfast~ Well, they did, not me. XD It felt like I would be betraying McDonalds if I ate at Long John, so...XD Oh, and they were filming an advertisement at Burger King. :D

11.00 AM
Woo, KBox finally opened XD We booked a room and then being n00bs at KBox (well, fine, maybe I'm only speaking for myself, but whatever. XD) we waited for the guy to set things up and force ask us to order food/drinks (which we did, later. XD)

After he finally left the KBox started up and then this song by 谭咏麟 started blasting out XD Zhang Yan and I rushed to the front to find the remote (for what reason I do not know) but then we couldn't and we were all dropping onto the floor to see if it had dropped under the tables or something, and there were times when I, for some reason, thought that KBox had upgraded to touch-screens and so I jabbed the screen. XD Eun Hae (and someone, I forgot who. XD) finally went to get the guy and you know what happened?

He forgot to give us the remote.

Thank god nobody saw us in that frantic state. XD

So for the next 3 hours we sang lots and lots of songs (mainly Chinese :D).

2.00 PM
Jae and I rushed to Level 1 to answer Nature's very-urgent-call, mainly because the toilet in KBox was really...spooky and also because it was the only level where we knew where the toilets were. XD Oh, and we saw a table of seniors (and I think some of them recognized us because they kept on staring at us ._.)

So then we took some neoprints and walked around, and that was more or less what happened. XD

Pics are on Facebook because for some reason my pictures refuse to be uploaded onto Blogger D:<

Hm. This post wasn't as epic as I wanted it to be, but whatever. I still had fun :)

I shall call the clique 'The Girls' because I cannot think of any other original name for them \o/>.<\o/

Omg, I can now officially say that EOY exams end tomorrow. 8DDD

And so, because I feel a compelling need to write down what I'm planning to do after EOYS, I shall do it here because this is my blog and ISAIDSO. XD

Dramas/TV Shows to Watch/Finish
[Dramas]
Shining Inheritance - So um, yeah. I decided to watch it after I read lots of positives comments about it, but I'm only halfway through the first episode. XD
紫玫瑰 - I'm lagging behind by about 6 episodes D:
下一站，幸福 - The trailers look awesome, so Zhang Yan and I are going watch it together after EOY WAHAHA.

[TV Shows]
Explorers of the Human Body - I want to watch it again. XD And mainly because Donghae is quite featured in the first few episodes but when I first watched EHB I was more focused on Siwon. D: So, um, ya. XD
Attack of the Pin-Up Boys - Hello, I do not need to explain its awesomeness.

Stuff to Do
- Plan Christmas present shopping list (8D)
- Plan 6Care'08 Class Gathering'09 (Omg I need suggestions as to where to go D:)
- Clean my room (I'll probably drag that until CNY'10 XDD)

I think it's more or less there. :/ Omg, just remembered that there's Guides Camp in Nov.




双鱼座的人很善良
虽然有时候会被人说成虚伪
她会在无数次上当受骗后还依旧在乞讨的人碗里放下自己给得起的钱。

双鱼座的人很专情
虽然有时候会被人说成滥情
她会很认真地对待每一场感情，不玩弄感情，每一次都会付出很多心血和泪。

双鱼座的人很温柔
虽然有时候会被人说成做作
她会温柔细心的对待每一个朋友,他会在你最需要的时候出现，为你拭干眼泪，给你依靠的肩膀。

双鱼座的人很浪漫
虽然有时后被人说成白日梦
她会幻想着人类没有战争，很和平的相处，老巫婆和巫师都是好的，帮助别人实现梦想。

双鱼座的人很细心
虽然有时会忘记自家电话号
她会发现朋友的一点不正常，然后着急的询问怎么了，直到看到朋友开心的笑脸。


双鱼座。。。我希望每个星座都可以正视双鱼座，他们很温柔善良，但是也会犯错。如果有鱼儿不小心伤害了你，那么请相信她不是故意的。


(Credit: Baidu)
http://www.allkpop.com/index.php/full_story/child_of_empire_strikes_hard/

I'm kind of annoyed by them now. XD

Before their official debut, they have expressed feelings of wanting a fan club
of at least 10,000 people, and they plan on getting those fans. The group has
been making small appearances in the media over the past year, popping up here
and there, but now they want as much exposure as possible.The group will start making appearances all over Korea, visiting many cities and even schools
starting on the 13th, making 3 street performances a day. As if that wasn't
enough, the group says they hope to make 50 live performances after their debut by the end of November.

Um, ya, sure. We'll see how that happens. They give me the feeling like they want to beat Super Junior/DBSK but then again, I don't think any of them look nice. :/ Most of them look like Ah Bengs XDD

Anyways. Today was HMT Paper 1. It went quite well, I managed to complete everything in 1.5h :D And for the next half an hour I proceeded to write out 80% of the lyrics of 'Super Girl'.

Yes, I was that bored.

So um, next up is Math. D: Shall go work hard and be a good little student nao, bye. XD
YO PEOPLE IN THE HOUSE~ *does lame hip-hop thing*

Anyways. I feel kind of guilty posting this, since I should be doing my mock exam papers, but still. I have been working hard for the past 2 hours so I deserve a break :D

Things have been quite ok this week. I think it's is fated for me to sit in the front row because I realised that when you sit in the front row you can concentrate more, ESPECIALLY IN CHINESE OMG. You know I found out today that 刘老师 actually makes more sense when you sit in front. Idk how that happened, but really, you'll understand better when you sit in the front row :O

Now I know why Steph likes sitting there. XD

Speaking about Steph. STEPH HAS MORPHED INTO A GENIUS OMG. I asked her for help for one of the questions in my mock exam paper AND SHE ACTUALLY KNEW HOW TO DO IT :O Seriously. I shall insist on sitting in the front row after this year. XDD

I feel so...hardworking after I started doing the exam papers Mummy printed out for me. And during Science Ms Chee came in to revise some Physics AND I MADE A POINT TO LISTEN YAY. NerdRachel is back! :D (Well actually, NerdRachel was never here, so I guess the correct term would be 'NerdRachel is born!' but whatever.) I like this feeling. I shall be NerdRachel from now on (ok, not really, BUT STILL. XDD)

So um. Guess I shall go back to doing my mock exam papers. :)

P.S. ONE MORE WEEK TO DONGHAE'S BIRTHDAY :B (And 3 more days to Henry's XD)
So um. Sorry for being MIA for some time. I've been rather busy, nowadays. XD (It's sounds like a very overused excuse, but it's the truth, ok.)

Yay I have finally finished all preparations for tomorrow's Comm Arts performance. I have a feeling this is going to be an awesome play, despite the fact that we haven't had a official full-on rehearsal. STILL. XD

And uh, just because I have nothing else to do (and I really love these songs) I shall recommend these songs! (Although I bet nobody ever bothers to listen to them -.-)


Omg, I am so kerknackered.

Yesterday's ballet lesson was quite fun. :D We didn't do Syllabus work though, we did some exercises to improve our technique. But then because I haven't been dancing for like, a month, my arms are really sore and my back hurts now. :(

Shiying A. calls me 'Donghae' nao :DDD
Omg, first day of October~ Which means...

14 MORE DAYS TO DONGHAE'S BIRTHDAY.

Idk why I'm so excited, since he doesn't even know of my existence and all. But omg, he'll probably be in Beijing on that day AND THAT MEANS WE'LL BE LIVING IN THE SAME TIMEZONE

*squee*

Oh god, becoming a fangirl has made me lose all sense of logic (not that I had much of it in the first place XD)

Ballet lessons resume today, so I'll be heading off to Ms Tan's later. Omg, haven't seen the girls in like, about a month. And Gale and Joanne and Yi Sheng won't be there, since they've passed their exam already D:

HELLO PEOPLE! Rachel is me. I'm emotionally awkward, might have OCPD, and most people cannot comprehend my logic and way of thinking which is full of awesomeness and win. A true-blue ELF, and a Triple S.

Wishlist
- A pet goldfish (which I will name Ember 8D)
- To spray whipped cream into my mouth
- To go to a fish spa
- To become roomies with Magenta and Cassandra
- Sony Ericsson W705e
- Canon E19 Cotton Candy Pink digital camera
- 「爱的3温暖」S.H.E book
- “Rumour Has It” by Jill Mansell
- “The Resistance” by Gemma Malley
- “The Feminine Mystique” by Betty Friedan
- “It Must Be Love” by Rachel Gibson
- “You Kill Me” by Alison Gaylin
- "Heartless" by Alison Gaylin
- "Thirteen Reasons Why" by Jay Asher
- 《Breakthrough》Colbie Caillat CD
- 《爱，一直存在》梁文音 CD
- 《Super Junior 05》Super Junior CD
- 《U》Super Junior CD
- 《Don't Don》Super Junior CD
- 《Sorry Sorry》Super Junior CD
- 《Super Girl》Super Junior M Mini-Album
- 《Super Show II》DVD

- Super Show 3 in Singapore (8DD)

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Phoebe
Vanessa
Zi Yun

Crescentians
1S1'09/2S1'10
Claire
Coleen
Eun Hae
Fyn
Jae
Jaslin
Loo Sin
Patricia
Ping Xin
Sachpreet
Shalynn
Stephanie
Yixian
Zhang Yan

Girl Guides
Adeline
Hannah
Joyce
Kellie
Li Yun
Mao Ning

Crystal L.
Deborah T.
Paula W.
Sabrina
Szeling

Queenstowners
Aleen
Alyssa
Candy (Magenta)
Cassandra
Deanna
Evvie

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